O’Allah! The creator
of all worlds, the creator of intellectual and beautiful human
being, the provider of food and nutrition to each and every
living thing on the earth and under the soil, the most merciful,
the listener to every grief and the provider of relief, although
I have been away from the worship, I am a Muslim, have committed
sins, I have been the exercise board for the non-Muslims all
over the world. My home in Palestine has been bulldozed, I
am on footpaths, I am on roads, I am living miserable life
in relief camps, every day I see killings of my dear and near
ones, many a times I was compelled to eat flash of dogs and
cats in Sabira and Shatila camps, my Qibla-e-Awwal (the Aqsa
Mosque) has been in the control of Jews but I am unable to
do anything. Iraq is my own country but I am not more than
a prisoner in my own homeland. I don’t have liberty
to spend life in peace. American terrorists are freely roaming
around on the roads in my country. They kidnap Muslim women
from villages and towns and later their bodies are found at
footpaths and roundabouts.
Each and every stone and mountain in Kashmir is stained with
my blood. The worshipers of idols have full liberty to indulge
into activities of their desire. So, no Muslim man, woman,
child and elderly person are protected against their oppression.
More than 1.6 million Muslims in Afghanistan have rendered
sacrifice of their lives, a number of children have become
orphan, old parents have lost their hope for their old age,
women have lost their husbands, millions have lost their limbs
and become crippled for life. Cities, towns and villages have
become deserted. Job opportunities have diminished, business
and trade activities have come to stand still. But, I never
cared for any of such things. My aim was to see a real Islamic
state. At last my desires come true and a real Muslim state
appeared on the globe. Later, whatever happened, no one except
you, knows well. Those who were the followers of Islam, who
believed in the Kalima-e-Tauheed, extended their all-out support
to the enemies of Islam and ruined the Islamic state turning
the fast developing country into ruins. The building, which
was established with the blood of Muslims, has been caved
in, buried in the caves.
O’Allah! You know everything that is open or hidden.
Where should I go to show my wound? Who should I tell my saga?
Where should I go to shed my tears in grief? The living has
been narrowed for me. Till yesterday I was a Mujahid. But,
today I have been termed a terrorist. Those who are against
the followers of Islam, the last Prophet, Muhammad, (), are
hunting for me. They are combing the mountains, valleys, mosques,
Madaris and every nook and corner. When I am caught, I am
stripped off in chilled weather, I am dragged on rough fields
with bar-fetters on. I am treated as I am not a human being
or a living creature. I am subjected to a treatment meted
out to a dead animal. I am subjected to severe torture. Sensitive
parts of my body are burnt with cigarettes. They thrash me
severely. When they become tired of torturing me, hand me
over to other to continue with inhuman treatment. From the
mountains of Afghanistan to the torture cells of Guantanamo,
my horrible saga is written.
There are organizations for the protection of wildlife, there
are bodies raising voice for the rights of dogs and other
animals, but there is not a single organization around the
globe that could raise voice against the atrocities meted
out to me. There is no human rights organization, which could
raise voice for my rights. What is this life that I don’t
even have right to roam around independently in my homeland.
There is no jail in the Muslim and non-Muslim world where
I am not imprisoned. In jails I spend miserable days. My wounds
while remaining without any cure, become fistula. But no one
comes for my rescue. I die of thirst but nobody comes to give
me a drop of water. I find no difference between Muslims and
non-Muslim oppressors, for me all are same and cruel. There
are many who believe in Islam, I begged for mercy before them
on the name of Allah but they turned their face to other side
with hatred. They spit on my face. Many times I tried to make
them understand that we belong to the same religion and we
are the offspring of one Adam and we believe in one last Prophet
who rests in Medina, but instead of listening to my grievances,
they subjected me to severe torture. O’Allah! Where
that Ummah has gone which was the strongest shield of Islam
against the non-Muslim nations. Which were the rescuers for
the oppressed. Which was united at one platform and enemies
used to stay away from them. Now is the situation that Muslims
have been divided into small sects, groups. They live in different
states and have different beliefs, different religions. They
have different kingdoms and rules and working for their personal
benefits. Muslims around the globe are no more thinking of
taking collective efforts for the betterment and strength
of Ummah. Muslims now are of the practice of finding friends
from among the non-Muslims and enemies of Islam and they are
forgetting their own brethren. They give priority to non-Muslims
on the Muslims in many cases. They have soft corners for Jews,
Christians and Hindus but for Muslims they have hatred in
their hearts. O’Allah! Bless Muslims with wisdom and
make them understand that non-Muslims are never the friends
of Muslims. O’Allah! Turn my disgrace into my dignity
and give me strength to brave such brutalities. O’Allah!
Show right path to my rulers. Open their eyes to see the right
and wrong. Make them true followers of Muhammad (). Save them
from the slavery of Europe.
O’Allah! Bless me with able leadership. I have huge
treasures of natural resources, I have petroleum products,
mountains of gold, and so many other things besides we have
brains and manpower, but we lack a leader who has ability
to utilize all such natural resources in proper ways. O’Allah!
We don’t have a courageous leader who would look into
the eyes of enemies and challenge them for their wrong doings
and atrocities against Muslims. O’Allah! I vow that
I’ll not leave the world unless I have my heart filled
with the love for Islam and Holy Prophet Muhammad (). O’Allah!
Give me courage and strength against the evil. Aameen.
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